He is growing up πŸ’–

Hi ❣ Its so nice to see you,- like always 😊 I hope all is fine with you πŸ’›.

My sweet, sweet Fabian,- my son in the middle,- mammi’s little boy is #growing up πŸ’š. And he is and always will be #mammi’s boy.

We have been very “close up to each other” the last days,- and today he is moving in to a new apartment, together with some #friends 😊.

I m so #proud of him,- my Fabian πŸ’š. But dont misunderstand me,- because Im proud of all my 3 children,-and I love all of them so,so much ❀. But today I want to write a tiny bit about Fabian. Not much, just a bit 😊. Probably because I see a young, #gorgeous man growing up,- and because we have had some few, close days together and I have seen even more of this young, #marvellous man that is #my son ❀. I did fell so deply in #love with that #baby-boy the day he was born,- a love so deep I think only a #mammi can understand πŸ’š.

Im also so proud,- probably because I also know what kind of #battles Fabian and me has been fighting #together. And I mean together,- not against each other. Together. Him and me. It has been #tears and #worries, and it has been #joy and #happiness. It has been days where I didnt think we would #manage “to win”,- but in some way we did 😊. Its has been days where I never thought we was going to be able to be where we are today. But here we are 😊.

What kind of battles is not #important today. But maybe they will be important to tell an other day, maybe another week, month or year. I dont know yet. But at this point I keep it just as “battles”,- because I in my own way want to #protect #my #child too. Even he soon will be 22 years old, in just a couple of weeks πŸŽ‰πŸŽˆ. He is still my child πŸ’›.

I see a young man with a big #heart. I see a young man with different and good #values in life. Values thats importen for me to know my child are available to have. Values thats are not about money and materials things,- but how to act and behave. How to be a good human and person.

I see a young man that still have strong feelings for his ex- girlfriend, Millie,- even they have choose to be apart,- maybe for a while, maybe for always. But for me, it is so good to see that he still keep her close to his heart on his own way πŸ’›.

I see that the #relationship with Millie have been so good for Fabian. Its has made him grown in so many ways. And I aslo see that its good for him to find “the man” inside him on his own now. So he can even be a better man when it comes to relationship later in life.

And I see that his friend from #Norway that just moved down to #Spain, is doing Fabian so well, too. He has starting with #work-out again, and they are planning to start on a Spanish course togheter. It was actually Fabian that find the course. And it was even Fabian that did find their new #apartment. And they are doing things together ,- like small adventures and day-trips in the area.

Things like this can maybe for some seems like “normal action” when you are closely 22 years old,- but I know that this is #acts thats shows “#personal victory”. And that make me so proud of himπŸ’š. He is #creating a life, he is creating “him self”, #growing as a person and starting take “action” in and for his life πŸ’š. He is more #self-esteem and #confident for every day.

He is my “#flower-power” child,- and has always been, and are probably always going to be. He has always been #well-liked from everyone. Our battles has never been about how he has been acting or behave against other people. They have been on a bit more private and personal level.

Its a #joy to see how much he has growing the last years and evolved to become the wonderful young man he is today. This 3 last year here in Spain have been doing him so well πŸ’–.

It has been so good to have my “flower-power” child so close for a couple days,- at the same time,- its good a new chapter is starting in both his and my life too 😊,- and its great to see him growing up to be a independent, marvellous young man,- with a big and warm heart for him self, and his life,- as well as for other people around him ❀.

I wish you a great day or evening wherever in the world you are πŸ’›. Thank you so much dropping by today and for reading my blog πŸ’›.

See you soon πŸ’›.

My beautiful little son in the middle,- only 3 days old. And now he is a gorgeous young man ❀. He is My heart, my joy and my proud ❀.

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