Hiβ£ It is so nice to see you,- like always π I hope all is fine with you π
We all goes though different eras in our life. Sometimes we are a bit more #conscious about and around the #era and new #chapters we are going to meet or open, other times not so much.
I think this is the first time Im more conscious about the new era Im going to meet,- and the new chapters Im going to “#write”. Maybe because I m older, and more conscious about the different eras and chapters in #life and changes I both has been through before , and also are going to go through in my life? I m not sure, but I have been thinking more about the new era Im going into and are going to meet forward in the #future this time then before. The next days, weeks, months and hopefully years too π. What will them brings me? How will it be to live alone with out my children? How will it be to be “just me”? π
I have no idea whats in front off me,- but I want to use October to #work as much as possible, make some #plans and #strategies to how to reach some off my #goals, I want to do more work-out,- and maybe….just maybe “play” a bit π. I want to use this month a bit to just “me” π. Not make to many plans with others,- just maybe one “playmate”,- but just maybe. We see whats happen in that area. Im not stressing that one at all π. But it had been nice to have a “playmate” now and then,- I can admite that π.
Mathilde has #moved out, and my family are well back in Norway π. The #home is silent, and a bit strange,- at the same time its a bit good too π. It was great to see my #family again, and hopefully it will not go so many years to I see them again like it has been π. And I know Mathilde will manage to live on her own very well π.
My #children has been in a strange way my “#safety-nett” for me in so many years. In a way that “safty-nett” has changed now. And they has also been together with me during many #changes in life, new eras in my and our life, and even more new chapters in my and our life π. Thats in a way also over now. They are still in my life, but not in the same way any more.
Now we all in a way, are “writing” our own chapters, and are meeting a new era in our life -, but not together any more,-but still side by side π.
Im very curious on this “new era” in my life, but I havent been able to #create to much or to many #imagenations about it yet π. I have some ideas and #wishes, #dreams and #goals π. And I m looking forward to try to do my best to reach them,- little by little, step by step π.
So fare this new era has just been filled up with work, eat and sleep π. But it has nearly just started.
I have been “here” just a couple of days,- in my new era π. And I m also very tired at the moment. Really tired. I think its a #combination between that the 3 last months has been a bit like a “rollercoaster” filled up with “this and that”, my job take also much of my energy, and also different thoughts I have in my mind about “the life”and this new “era”, and of course I did get my period this week too,- something that take a bit energy as well π.
I did think it should feel a bit more “scary” and I should be a bit more “worried” to “meet” this new era,- but I m not. Not yet at least. Probably because I m so tired π . But Im curious about what’s infront off me, and behind this new “door” in life π.
I think #October will be without to many “bumps” or “shines”. But I dont know π. I just know Im only going to use my time on #myself this next weeks, and of course a bit on my children π. But,- I m not going to use so much time on other people this next weeks,- I just need to be a bit on my own now, sample #energy, sample thoughts. Sort a bit out, try to create #rutines in my life that suits meπ. But I have #holiday the first week in #November, something I really looking forward to π,- and then I can use a bit more time on my friends π. Hopefully I have got some more and better rutines in my daily life at that time too π.
At this point the new era in my life is just here, and that feels okay at this point π.
Have you started a new chapter or moving into a new era in your life? Are there any thing you are looking forward to? Or have some worries for?
Im looking forward to this new era ,- but I m not quite sure what I m looking #forward to yet π. Things will be more #concrete after a while π.
I wish you a great day or evening wherever in the world you are π and Thank you for dropping by today, and for reading my blog π.
See you soon π
Im looking forward to start this new #era in my #life,- but I have no #idea whats in front of me or what I can #expect π. But at the #moment its okay to not know, and just insted start to #create some good #imaginations (and good #rutines too π)