Hi β£Its so nice to see you,- like always π I hope all is fine with you π.
A #friend of my in #Norway did ask me for not to be and became a #hermit and #cave dweller when I did write that Im going to use a bit time on #myself now the next weeks π.
Im not going to be a hermit and cave dweller π . But I really feel for some #time #alone now, and use a bit time on just “myself”. And I do like my “#cave” very much too π , to spend time in my #home π.
Every day at #work its “noises and voices” around me,- and I get around 40- 50 of this voices “straight into my ear” , 5 days a week π§. Then its actually a bit good with some #silent and #peace in my time off from work, and to use it in my home, and at my self , at my “things” π. But I m a “#social #creation”,- so #no #worries π. Its just sometimes in life its okay to also use a bit time “in the cave” and to “sort things out” with out to much “noise” around me π. Take a tiny “#time-out”.
And I m a bit “there” at the #moment π.
Its in a way “my kind of” “time-out” now, time for some #reflections in my #life, find “#my way” to #live “my life” now, and find “#me”,- not just the #mammi-me anymore,- even that one probably will be a big part of my life always, and “forever” π.
And its not to bad at all to use this time on my self,- so fare Im actually #enjoying it π. But of course its also a bit #strange, and very #different from what I m use to π.
If I feel a bit #selfish too? Yes,- I do, a tiny bit. But then I try to #remind my self that in a plan-crash you are recommended to take and use the #oxygen #first, before you can help any one else. So I m probably a bit “there ” at the moment,- I haven’t to much to give other people around me before I can give a bit to my self first now π.
My #hobbies and #interests like my #painting, #knitting, $reading, #writing, #work-out and some other things is also a Δ·ind of “time-outs” in my life,- and I m using my time on some of these things too during the #days. I just dont want to “#run” after the #watch for #reaching to much, and I dont feel for #socialising to much these days. Its enough “socialising” at work. And it has also been a bit in the #private area the last months π. Something that’s really nice,- but its not easy to find “peace in the #soul” with beeing socially “all the time” π. And I m at a point now where I need a bit “#peace in my soul”, and also around me π.
Its actually a bit difficult to #explain π. But thats the way it is π. Peace, silent, #relaxing in between from one #era to an other in #life π. Sort things out in my life , in my #mind, and also in my own way π. Try to find and #meet this “#me” and not just only this mammi-me π. What do I want to do now? What’s #importen for me in my life now? How to do it? The life, in my own way? What do I want in my life? In my #future? How to “get it” and “get there” ? π Im in a kind of “#philosophical corner” of my life at the moment π . And its #fine to be here,- but just for a tiny little #whileπ.
But if you miss me,- you are very #welcome to drop by and visit me in my “cave”, in my home π. Im very #easy to find π. Because I m not going to fare away from my “cave” these nexts days or weeks ( except from move my body to work- because I have to π ).
Have you ever been in a in a kind of “philosophical corner” of your life? Taken a “time-out” for a tiny little while? Did you #find the #solutions you did look for? π Any way,- I hope you are #happy in your life π.
I wish you a great day or evening whereverin the world you are π and Thank you for dropping by today too,- and reading my blog π.
See you soon π.
Im fine in my new “#life-situation” at the #moment,- just need a tiny “#time-out” to think a bit about what I want to do with #my #life now when its more and less just “#me”, and what I want to do in my #future π. And even if I #choose to be a bit like “a hermit and cave dweller” for a tiny little #while,- Im a #social #creation π. So no #worries,- I m not going to be in my “#cave” “#forever” π.
