Hi β£Its so nice to see you ,- like always π I hope all is fine with you π
I have made my #decisions for this #time and for the #moment ,- Im going to stay here where I m for a bit more #while,- and see where “the waves takes me” here insted π. And it was my decision too π,- just mine this time π.
Emails are sent,- even before the 2. round with #interviews,- with a #grateful “Thank you so much for the #opportunity”. But,- thats doesn’t mean its never going to be Ireland or somewhere else. Its just mean,- I m not ready to take “that turn in my life” yet π. I did #discover that yesterday after I did open up and #empty my “#suitcase” bit π. A #process is a process no matter how you does it π. So yesterday was probably a part of my process π.
https://app.topcontent.com/signup?customer&aff_id=GtCQBeoP
Now I need to find some new #directions in my life here in Spain first. With that means,- learn to live on my own π well its a bit time since I actually did that π. I need “find” myself – ps- I m not lost π ,- just new in the area “living with out children in my home” π. I need to learn to live in my new “#lifesituation” where all my 3 children has #moved out. Take a bit #care about just my self, #calm down a #bit after some busy years in different #areas in #life, and actually just #continue to do the work I do at the callsenter as well as Im working with “my own plans” first of all,- and not #stressing with packing a new suitcase yet,- even it will be just my #suitcase this time π.
When thats said,- I am no #stranger to the idea of #Ireland someday a place there in the #future. But just not today π. #Seeds were #sown these days – but first, there are other things I need to #grow up in my life here π.
It felt #great to think through things in my own way. Even my head went a bit like a sentrufuge like in a washing- mashine π. Feel, sort out, didnt find to much “solutions” but a decision is also a #solution π.
https://app.topcontent.com/signup?customer&aff_id=GtCQBeoP
And ….. I know I have both some #friends and #family there “up” in Norway thats probably are a bit #happy for not #travel to visit me in Ireland yet, in their #holidays,- but still continue to #enjoy the time together with me under the warm sun in South of #Spain π π.
I want to try to enjoy my lasts days of my holiday and not have to many “serious” life-decisions to take, or more interview in different time-zones to do ,- even it was just one hour in different. It was still a “made”- plan in my holiday. And of course with a bit stress in too π. Interviews are interviews even its is on Skype,- and when I have taken a decision its not necessary to use their or my time on an interview just for having an #interview π.
I feel #relaxed and #relived,- it feels good to just “see where the waves takes me ” here in Spain first of all in my new #era in life π. And it feels great to just use the next days in my holiday with “my stuff”, and not to much “time” to run after “something” π.
https://app.topcontent.com/signup?customer&aff_id=GtCQBeoP
I dont like to run after the time rather π ,- I have done that one a couple of times during the years π. Its nice to not do it when I dont need to π.
You know the feeling of “running” from place to place and “appointment to a appointment”,- like work, school, parents-meeting, made the dinner before the next football-trainig and be able to pick up a child at the ballett in between, when you also should be at the carate – traing with the third child , but this week its that child time to wait a bit for you π? Phu! You know that feeling? π Because I do,- and its #perfectly fine to just “been there-done that”,- and not do to much of it any more when I dont need to π. And at the moment I don’t need to,- its my #holiday and thats the way it is π. Some time for a bit “time off” π.
So fare it has been a #great #holiday too π π.
I hope you are #enjoying your day- if its at work or a lovely “time-off” π.
I wish you a great day or evening wherever in the world you are π Thank you so much for dropping by today too,- and for reading my blog π
See you soon π
Its in #general #good when a decision is made,- special when its #made by you and for you π. I have made a #decision today, I think its a good one,- at least for a while π. Its still room for #changes- always π.