Hi ❣ It’s so nice to see you,- like always 😊 I hope all is fine with you 🧡
I just needed a “#timeout” today,- from my work at home and from my self and my #thoughts too – it’s a bit “going on in my #mind” at the moment 😅. And then it’s a bit necessary now and then to just take a really good #breath and “timeout”,- that’s for sure 😊. So I did finish my #winebottles today 😊🍷🍾.
It’s just “a #project under #process”, – I have no #idea if I’m going to #continue painting on winebottles or not,- but what I can say is that I did like it, it was fun,- even it was a bit challenging and a bit difficult to do too 😊.
But that’s in general very normal when we try something new ,- isn’t 😊 ?
I did “lost it” a bit today 😔. I’m just so #tired sometimes and some days to try my very best to #create a #life and a #living- to live,- and not just work for #surviving. But in some way that’s seems to be “#impossible” for me to do. I’m not sure why it is like that. Do I try to hard to create a life 🤔? What am I doing wrong 🤔?
I did get my internet and mobile bill today – and of course they haven’t removed the 3 weeks I was without internet and without the possibility to do my work from my home,- even they told me that they was going to do exactly that. And the bill was high too 😔.
That’s #Spain in a “#nutshell”, – and some wonder why there is so much black money in circulation and money under the table her in Spain 🤔. Well, that’s the only way to not only survive – but it adds a bit of #flexibility. To actually live and create a life. Not just survive. That’s the way it is 😔. I have try my very best to live an #honest life here,- but it didn’t help very much 😔.
Of course I did call the company today, – and they told me that I should have been creating a complain before I did got the bill 😳. I have already done that too 😥.
And,- of course the blog- company I’m using also had change the “use” today too,- just in case 🙄. How to put in brands, photos, videos 🙄.
Well,- it’s just not very much to do with that,- it will cost me even more to take “the #complain” to a lawyer 😔.
I’m just so tired sometimes of trying,- so much, so hard- and I’m in away not getting “anywhere”.
Well,- enough #heartfailure – it doesn’t help either. To be honest, I no longer know what helps ,- even more hard work? How to do that? 🤔 It does not appear to offer any “dividend” either,- so sometimes and some days I just feel for give it all up.
But,- I did finish my winebottles today instead of giving “it all up” 😊. It did helped a bit,- to just “dive into the #colours” for a while 🎨.
And they didn’t become to bad either 😊,- I will show you ,- but, please have in mind,- it’s my first winebottles with my art/ painting and it’s all “a project under process”, – and maybe I create some more,- maybe not,- we see 😊
You can see more of my art at my Instagram account: artbylailas_ 😊
So,- we see if there will comes more or not 😊. I need first of all to have more empty winebottles to work on,- and I don’t have that at the moment 😊. And I have no idea when I’m going “to empty” a winebottle in my home 😅 ,- or share one with some one. Probably not this month, – that’s for sure 😊.
What do you do when you need a “timeout” from yourself and your thoughts? What to you do when you just need to breathe a bit when the days are a bit “heavy”? And there’s a bit going on in your mind?
I try to “dive into” something else ,- like for example my colours and painting, and try to create “a happy mind” with my colours. Sometimes its work very well, – and another times “my mind” goes back to the “a bit moody feeling” again 😊.
I wish you a great day or evening wherever in the world you are 🧡. Thank you so much for dropping by #myblog today too 🧡.
See you soon 😊
Today I just needed to take a ” #deep #dive into the #colours”,- take a deep #breath and a tiny “#timeout” with my #paintings, – and I did finish my 3 first #winebottles with my #art 🎨. What do you do when you need to take a “deep breath” and a “timeout” before you in a way can continue with your daily life 😊? Ps- do you want to see my winebottles goes around and around? Then just drop by my text,- or my Instagram account: artbylailas_ 😊