Hi❣ It’s so nice to see you,- like always 😊 I hope all is fine with you 🧡
I need to learn this new “writing-system” at #myblog,- but I don’t feel I have time for that at the moment 😅. It’s probably not so #difficult that it’s seems,- and I can “#exercise” with some small and short textes in between my work😊.
The next days, and probably the rest of this month,- it’s actually what I need to do anyway, – write small and short textes in my blog,- and use most of my focus on my #work from home,- and of course my work at the office too 😊. But the focus need to be work now,- mainly work for the rest of this month 😊. No time for anything else if I should be able to get in zero 😊. The bill from the internet company was a bit to big and a chock to be honest- I really didn’t expected that,- and I need to get distance to it 😊. It will be payed- but to be payed I need more income 😊. More income at the moment means- just work- no time for not very much more 😊. But okay,- I have at least the possibility for earning some money even I have lost 3 weeks of work/ income and on top of that need to pay for my lost too 😅. Like I did mention in my last post,- that’s a part of “living in Spain” 😅. And not the good part. There are a quite few bad parts of living in Spain.
So,- just to get a bit of my breath back again one more time 😅,- I did took one more and short “diving into the #colours”. And just played with the colours and the #imagination of the #Spring 🍃🍂. The Spring where my imagination is about “something #new is #growing up ” 😊. I really need something new and just #joyful in my life now,- not anymore small or big #challenges, or any #unexpected either 😅. But that’s obviously the life,- it’s “spiced” up changes and challenges that doesn’t feel very #necessary to get or have all the time 😅.
#Not my best painting at all,- but not in my best “#mood” either 😅. Any way, – my goal is to come through January with my head up on my shoulders and my feet on the ground, – and all the bills payed to the 10. February and also have some money for food left after that as well 😊.
Sounds probably very #dramatic for some,- but this is actually an #reality,- and not just an reality for me. It has just been an reality for to long now as well as for me, and probably for others too 😔.
I’m glad I have my colours and #painting,- so I can “#brush” away a bit of “the bad feelings” and #continue as best as I can 😊. I’m not “#created” for “#givingup”,- even I want to do that sometimes,- and it’s also seems a bit #easier to just give up hopes, wishes, imagination and dreams for a bit. And just except that an other kind of “#lifestyle” that I actually want to have and Im trying to work for to get maybe isn’t for me to have 😊.
I’m not going to #complain to much to you,- all in all I’m very #lucky too,- in so many ways 💛. It’s just sometimes a bit #difficult to find it and see it all,- all the good and positive things in life 😊. So then I try to “brush” them and bring them forth with my colours ( and a bit writing too ) 😊.
I wish you a great day or evening wherever in the world you are 🧡. And Thank you so much for dropping by my blog today too 🧡, – and even manage to read a bit about my complainings 🧡. (…. sometimes it’s just a bit necessary to get the “steam out” in more then one way- then just with my paintings 😊 🎨.
See you soon 😊.
All three of my “#deep #breath and deep #diving” into the #colours”- #paintings 🎨. “Playing with the #imagination of the #Spring ” 🍃🥀🍂. The Spring- as an #new and #fresh #start build on “old” #experiences in #life 😊. I wish you all a fantastic Friday 🧡.