A past life? πŸ€”πŸ’š

Hi ❣ It’s so nice to see you,- like always 😊 I hope all is fine with you all 🧑

We humans are just different and therefore we also think differently and practice differently. We have different religions and beliefs, and different ways of practicing our faith.  One is not more correct than the other.  We humans are just different and therefore we also think and belive differently and practice differently as well.

Some don’t believe in “anything”, others a lot, and in a lots of things too. (I’m probably in the last category here…😊).

Religion and beliefs are also often associated with different cultures and traditions, and have their development based on both culture and traditions.

For me, my religion and what I believe in is in general a very private matter.  That means I do not share so much neither here in my blog nor with others about what I believe in, how I believe or how I practice my faith.  But something I do share because it sometimes belongs to the action in the text I write. Or it is a subject I do discuss with close friends, or my children.

I believe in different forms, and ways, and I can practice my believe with pray and actions. I do believe there’s something bigger then me, and I do believe there’s more between heaven and earth then we human can understand. I do believe there’s something we just can’t explain, it jis “are there”. I’m not sure if I believe in a past life,- but I’m going to tell you a story about “past life”, because I have been thinking more and more about this story lately.

Before I did travel (or moved ) to Spain I did visit a clairvoyant, or actually it was not me that visit this clairvoyant at all, it was “the ex”, “the bump”, the man that just dropped me off in Spain. I was just with him to this clairvoyant. I don’t know what he was asking this clairvoyant about, not either what advice or “answer” he got. I know he did visit this clairvoyant now and the for getting some business advice. “The ex”/”the bump” was a business man. And not a good one….maybe I tell you that story an other day….if or when I’m more ready for that.

I got an offer to “be read for” when he was there, and I said “yes, why not”. I have a believe that some people are wiser on a different level then others. That they actually can “see and read, talk with someone in an other universe”. Not all and everyone that say they can do this can do it, not all and everyone that say they is a clairvoyant is a real clairvoyant, some are just using clairvoyant as business, not for helping or giving advice, just earning money.

Why I do believe that some have an other contact with the universe then “the rest of us” is because I have my own experiences from this, and even in the Bible there are prophets. And different traditions and cultures also are using a kind of clairvoyant to getting different advice, it can be an shaman or it can be a witch. I don’t think they have this different kinds of clairvoyant if it was just “nothing in it”. I think they are there in the different religions and beliefs for a reason. I think it is a reason why there are some real clairvoyant in our world.

And a prophet is just a religious name for a clairvoyant,- but is still someone who could look into the future, one who received his warnings from a divine power. So in it’s own way a prophet is a kind of a clairvoyant, just in the religious perspective.

My story today feel actually very private to tell, but since the story has dropped into my mind much more lately I have chosen to tell you about this “experience”, this story. But before I continue I want to tell you that my children knows the story. They have heard the story long time before you, because in a strange way it is about them too. And we do talk about and discuss different things,- me and my young adults children, also about religion and beliefs. And I also need to say there’s actually nothing private in the story, non very private or personal “happenings” at all. Actually it is a very ordinary and boring story. But it still feels for me very private and personal to share this story.

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This clairvoyant I did meet 7 years ago could tell me that I had been living in Spain in two different lifes. To be honest, I don’t remember very much about the conversation, except from this story about a past life in Spain. Because it made an impression, and I was on my way to Spain with two of my three children at that time too.

The clairvoyant could tell me that my children has been with me both time, but in different “concept”. And that me and my children has always been and still was very connected and close to each other. ( …well I do know we are very close, he didn’t need to tell me that 😊). I don’t remember anymore what “life” I did live first or last form a past life in Spain, just that in some or another way my children was together with me. And they still are in this life ❀.

In both life we has been living close to the cost where I m living now, even more and less in the same area. In one of my past life my two youngest children, my son in the middle and my daughter was my children there as well, and my son was older and my daughter younger. I was a widow, we did live a normal life, not rich, not poor, we just lived in South of Spain. Non big happenings, no big events, just a normal, quiet life, lived until I was around 70- 80, and died of ages.

In my other life here in Spain, my oldest son was my big brother. We was very close. We did also lived more and less in the same area as we/me are living now. But he did help me and my love to escape from my dad and into Seville, and he did stay with us in Seville. My love was a poor man, and my dad was a very rich man, so our love at that time was not good, it was forbidden. Me and my love didn’t became very rich, and I did die of a disease when I was around 40 years old.

The clairvoyant told me that because of my past lifes it was the reason why I was so “attracted” to Spain, and it would not be a problem for me to learn Spanish either, because it was already “in me”. Well, – so fare that was not correct about the language , – but I think I know why it’s difficult for me to “connect” with the Spanish language.

Like I told you,- I don’t remember what past “life” was first and last. And that does irritated me a bit now, that I don’t remember 😊. Did I first live here with my oldest son/ big brother or with my two younger children? The clairvoyant did tell me, but I can’t remember.

I have been thinking a bit about this story lately. Not because I’m believe, because I’m actually not sure what I do, if I believe I have been living here before, in a past life, in two past life, or not. Since I’m not sure I probably have a kind if tiny believe, and because this story has “popped up” more and more lately I maybe do believe in my own way?

So why have I been thinking about this story lately? It is because of what’s happen in my life. All my three children has lived together with me here in Spain, during this period for soon 7 year. First it was me and my two youngest children, then my son in the middle moved to Norway for a while and my oldest son and my daughter lived together with me. Then there has been some mixing, who has lived here, but never all three together, and never just my sons together with me either. This year I have been living together with my oldest son for a while, and soon I’m going to live together with my two youngest children again.

Sometimes I feel there’s a kind of “connection I don’t get” with this moving in/ moving out/ moving in again. I know it is very natural reason why my oldest son did live together with me for three months this year, and it is a very natural reason why my two youngest children are going to live with me now. Normal reasons under a “new normal life” because of the different changes and challenges the coronavirus and Covid19 have done to our society. Covid19 is a disease…..and my oldest son has been very worried for me when it comes to this disease. He can’t explain why he is so worried, because I actually do live very carefully when it comes to do my best to avoid coronavirus. And he knows that. All he can say is that he is worried because I’m his mammi.

I did think a tiny bit about this story about a past life in Spain before I did move to Spain, but life, “the planned life” here in Spain did changed so fast that my focus on this story has slept my mind, until now. The focus has been to survive and do the best if a living situation I was not aware of should happen.

Like I said,- I feel there’s “something here” I don’t get, but should have got. The connection has something to do with the story this clairvoyant told me about my past life. Difficult to explain, and special for me in English too, my second language, not my first. And it is also difficult to explain for my self “what it is” this “something”.

I feel I do live in “a kind of a spiral” at the moment, or have actually been living in a kind of a spiral during the last years, but just after I did moved to Spain. And slowly I’m getting closer to the end of this spiral, closer to something new I have not a clue what is, and at the same time, I’m not sure if I’m in the middle of the spiral at the moment, or closer to the end.

I haven’t been visiting Seville. The clairvoyant told me that when I did visit this town I would “recognize and remember”. And to be honest,- that’s actually one of the reasons why I haven’t visited Seville, because I’m a bit “scared” for what can be “popping up” into my mind if I visit this town.

And my Spanish is not good at all, so the language hasn’t come “easy” for me like the clairvoyant told me. I’m not “connected” to the Spanish language. At the same time, I think the language can come easy to me if I give it a try, give it time and offer, choose to work a bit more with the language then I have been doing. Maybe it is “in me” if I take a bette look? I think I’m just a bit worried, to be honest, like I’m when it comes to visit Seville. But this “worriedness” has dropped to my mind just during the last days. It can be the reason why I’m actually struggling with the Spanish language, because I’m worried.

I don’t know if my text did make any sense for you today. But this is something that is on my mind very often lately, this story about a past life in Spain, this feeling of “something I have in front of me” but I can’t “catch” it or get it, what this “something” is, even I in a strange way know it is “there” in front of me, some kind of changes, and even some kind of “answers” to questions I don’t know I have.

I don’t think or feel it is something bad, actually, I feel it will be more like a kind of “solution”. A kind of a “relief” from or of something. I do feel it is something good that’s “on the way in the end of this spiral”. But I have no idea what “all this is about”. Not a clue.

What I did write about today feels very private and personal, like I in a strange way did “let you into my life” without actually doing it at the same time. At the same time,- there’s actually nothing special with this text, not any big events or happenings, just a story that has given me many thoughts lately, and a very strange feeling.

This is my thoughts, my feelings at the moment, and I don’t have any natural explanations why I feel like I do. But in some or another way,- I hope my text did give you some kind of sense. At least for me to just write it down, tell you, share, did gave me and does give me a strange kind of “peace”. A peace I also can’t explain 😊.

So I just want to wish you a great day or evening wherever in the world you are 🧑. Thank you so much for dropping by my blog today too 🧑,- and read my a private and personal sharing,- without any big “events” in, without any special happenings 😊

See you soon 😊

My plan was actually to have a photo of me and my three children to this text, but in a strange way that didn’t felt correct today 😊. Even my children gave me a permission for a photo I could use 😊

It’s not “all and everything” we can explain, not in our life, not in our beliefs πŸ’š. Someone told me 7 years ago that I have been living in Spain in two past life. I’m not sure what to believe, but what I do know,- there’s a lots of things in life that’s difficult to give any good and understandable explanation too. Special when you can’t see it, not touch it, hear it or smell it. Just feel it inside you πŸ’š. My text today feels very private and personal to share, at the same time there’s not very much private and personal information about me in it 🧑 .

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