It’s small for a reason πŸŽ¨πŸ˜Š

Hi ❣ It’s so nice to see you,- like always 😊 I hope all is fine with you 🧑

I have shown you three different “mental health processing ” paintings during the last days,- but I didn’t use three days or three weeks or three months to paint those paintings. I started on the paintings in the Easter 2021. And the Easter last year was in the end of March/ beginning of April- so it’s a couple of months ago, and I was finish with the paintings in the beginning of February this year 😊.

It took a bit of time to manage finish the paintings because it also have been a mental processes progress for me, a process and progress that not always was easy to be in or work through,- but when I was ready to finish the paintings I was finish with so much more than just the paintings 😊.

Three “mental health” paintings- the mental health in positive progress and process 🧑

As you can see the dark painting is the smallest one, and it’s a reason for that. I didn’t want to put to much “attention” on the part that was in it’s own way, painful- but still I needed to “work myself through it”, and put the feelings, thoughts and emotions on the canvas instead of carrying them around with me. In a way “get rid of them” in my own way. But I didn’t think it was worth to much space and place either- but still it needed to be done πŸ‚.

The blue one, with the broken blue glassbottle, is a bit bigger, and that’s because I made space for the more good feelings, thoughts and emotions- I broke the bad ones, let them be free and made space for the good ones 🧑. I’m more ready for letting something new and good in my life and let other, old, not to good things “be free”, fly away, not be kept inside the glassbottle, or inside me. If you understand what I mean?

And the yellow one- “Breaking out in freedom”- of course that one need to be bigger, take more space and room, get more attention- because that’s also what I want to take more space and place in my life, give more attention too 😊.

I can’t and shouldn’t complain to much over the ten last years in my life, know I have done that now and then, -but it hasn’t been sunshine and a dance on roses. At the same time I have got a lost of different and new experiences then from Norway, and some very good friendship too 🧑.

It has been hard work, and just try to do the best of it😊. Hard work mentally because there have been so many things I didn’t understood and needed to work through as well as just learn to accept the situation, to let go. Learn to let go, and also a lots of hard economic work,- because I was “left” in a not very good economic situation after the relationship I was in in Norway.

That one is also starting to be better, my economic situation- but it doesn’t come “for free”- it’s a lots of hours with work behind me, and it will be a lots of more hours with work in front of me too. But I don’t mind when I see and feel and get the experiences that my hard work “gives fruits” 🍎. But I’m in the more economic correct way then I also have been during the last ten years- also that is a kind of big freedom for me, freedom to feel I’m on “the road” I want to be, and want to continue πŸ₯°. And I’m in a more correct direction in my life when it comes to let go of what I can’t do anything with- like the past πŸ‚πŸƒ.

So the black painful, “chains painting” is small for a reason- I want it to be small, I don’t want it to take more time, space and place in my life, thoughts, mind and emotions then just like a tiny black memorie behind there in the past 😊.

I wish you a great day or evening wherever in the world you are 🧑 Thank you so much for using your time and dropping by my blog today 🧑

See you soon 😊

On the way in the correct direction 😊

The size of my paintings is a conscious choice too- not just the colour and illustrations. I want the good in life to take up a lot of space, and the less good in life to take up less, as little space as possible 🧑😊.

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