Hi β£ It’s so nice to see you,- like always π I hope all is fine with you π§‘
I have just followed my daughter to the airport and now it’s Bali next stop for her for a while- closely. They are going to have stop in Istanbul and change the plane there befor the travel continue to Bali π©π. And,- well my sweety pie is not so tiny anymore- she is actually a young adult woman that’s travelling to Bali for open up a new Norwegian office “down there” π. That’s not to bad when you are 21, 5 years old π₯°.
She is not travelling alone- at the moment they are two young adults women travelling together, and they are also going to work together π.
It wasn’t easy to say Goodbye to Mathilde today,- and I need to admit I did try my very best to not cry π. I’m not very good to this “Goodbye’s” when it comes to my children,- that’s just the way it is β€.
And I don’t know why my tears are jumping up into my eyes,- like for example today π₯. Because I’m so incredibly happy for this opportunity Mathilde get, so grateful for this exciting travel and experiences both in her work situation as well as in life π₯°. And Im so proud of her too π₯°. So why do I cry? I know I’m going to see her again- I just don’t know when, yet. And I know she will handle this so very well. The trip, the travel, the job, her new adventures. And like I mention- I’m so happy for her- but still my tears popping up.

It was very empty to come home after the airport today- and like I told Mathilde,- when I’m hearing the train I think she is on the train, on her way back home, and will very soon pop up in the door and say “Haalloooo” – like she normally do π. But that’s not going to happen,- not for a long time now.
But Thank you so much for the internet and social media- I’m going to be able to be in contact with Mathilde during texting as well as any kind of video chat too now and then π.
So now I got one child in Norway- my lovely middle son, Ruben π₯°, and one child on the way to Bali- my sweet little butterfly Mathilde π₯°,- and my great oldest son, Marius, is still “around the corner” and just three train stations away π₯°. For now- but of course his plans can change too π.
Well,- that’s life. The children grew up, move out and in and out and in again and then out again from the nest, my nest- at least my does π . At the same time as they are actually creating their own adult life in their own way, inbetween this moving- in and out process π§‘.
And me? Well,- I’m in a place in life where I’m still not young anymore at the same time not old either- in the middle in life to be correct. And what does people do in the middle of the life? I’m not sure- but I will probably find out π.
I wish you a great day or evening wherever in the world you are π§‘ Thank you so much for using your time and dropping by my blog today π§‘
See you soon π

I’m not sure why I’m starting crying when I say Goodbye to my children,- but I do. Even when I know all is fine with them and I so happy and grateful for them and their new adventures in their life π§‘. I did my very best to not let all my tears popping up today- but it was a bit hard to say Goodbye πβ€.
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