It feels like the time just flies away 💙🎈🎁

Hi ❣ It’s so nice to see you,- like always 😊 I hope all is fine with you 🧡

Today it’s 27 year since I became a mammi for the first time in my life,- to a lovely baby boy. The most fantastic, sweetest and gorgeous baby boy I have ever seen 💙. It was a marvellous moment, and in it’s own way still is 💙.

I still remember that day, 27 years ago, and it’s a day I’m probably going to remember with joy and happiness for the rest of my life 💙. I was so proud, and still is 🥰.

A so proud mammi to my first born child 27 years  ago- a friend of my in Norway did take this photo when she visited us in the hospital 💙

The feeling to hold him in my arms for the first time was fantastic 🥰. I felt so deeply in love with this little baby boy it felt like my heart was going to explode 💖. And this love has not became any less during the years, not at all ❤. Just bigger and stronger for very day 💙.

The love I feel for him is so strong, so unconditional- it’s impossible for me to explain with any words. There’s no words big enough to manage explain my love for him, and how incredibly proud I’m to be his mammi 💙. And how incredibly proud I’m of my son, my oldest son, my first born child 💙.

He is not a baby or child anymore, he is a young adult man. I do forget that sometimes, actually a bit often now and then too. He will probably always be my child, no matter how old he is 💙.

He goes his own ways in life, and that’s so fine 🥰. I see he is happy in his life, he works hard, and he reach the different goals he want to reach. He loves to entertain, something he always has liked to do.

He is helpful, and help out as best as he can if anyone close to him need some help of any kind 😊. And he really love to live close to the nature, and enjoys his life in the mountains 😊.

It’s getting a bit more difficult to find good and useful birthday presents to him as older he get 🎁. He manage to buy what he need on his own now 😊. But I really want to give him something that in it’s own way represent the love I feel for him. The proud. The best wishes for him in his life.

If I could, I have probably given him what ever he wanted and wish for, but I can’t. I can give him my unconditional love, and something that shows my love for him 💙. So this year it became a painted winebottle, but not a empty winebottle. A winebottle with wine inside. A winebottle, one of a kind, just like my oldest son 💙.

It’s the first time I have painted on a winebottle with wine inside. It was a bit different to paint, because the bottle was heavier and the different reflections became different then I’m use to. And I was so worried to loose the bottle when I painted. I really didn’t want it to break.

I have actually looked around in different stores to find a winebottle colour with blue glass, and lucky for me I did manage to fine one after a while 💙.

In case I could not remove the label on the bottle I took a picture of it to be able to show my son what wine is inside the bottle.

I did manage to remove the label, and put it together with his birthday card 😊.

The birthday- card to my oldest son- with the label from the wine too 😊

I have been working with this winebottle for a while, but still I was a bit worried I shouldn’t manage to get finish to my son’s birthday. But I did 😊.

Some few details from the winebottle to my oldest son 💙
The winebottle in different “environment” 😊.

And of course I wanted to try to made the present so “special” as I can and have the possibility to do,- so I found a bit cool winebox to the painted winebottle too 🎁.

Look ,- a bit cool ,- isn’t it? 💙

And of course I made the favourite chocolate cake I always makes to my children’s birthdays 😊🎁

The chocolate cake/ birthday cake and the birthday gift to my oldest son at his 27 years birthday 🎁💙.
And here you can see the winebottle “all around ” 💙

I should actually painted the winebottle in different violet colours, because that’s my oldest son favourite colour 🎨. But since the kids was small I have “created” things and stuffs, like for example clothes in different blue colours to my oldest, in different green colours to my middle son, and my daughter, – she was a bit “luckier” with the colours because I switched a bit between red, pink and violet in different varieties 😊. So then it became blue winebottle to my oldest son 💙.

And my oldest son has got some different knitted things in different violet colours so I think he know I know what’s his favourite colour anyway, and they all three know I have this “habit” to still give them things “touched” with the colours from their childhood 🥰.

So it’s actually and really 27 years since I became a mammi for the first time today 🥰. It feels incredible, – the time just flies away. I feel so incredibly grateful and lucky, and so proud 💙.

I wish you a great day or evening wherever in the world you are 🧡 Thank you so much for using your time and dropping by my blog today 🧡

See you soon 😊

It was not easy to put lights inside a not open bottle, so then it became a bit lights around the the bottle instead 💙

Imagen it’s 27 years since I had this tiny little baby boy in my arms and felt so deeply in love 💙. He will probably always in a way be my child no matter how old he is 💙. In my post you will find my birthday gift to him this year, and if you want to take a look, you are welcome to do 🥰.

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Goodbye January 👋 ,- and Hello to you February 🤗

Hi ❣ It’s so nice to see you,- like always 😊 I hope all is fine with you 🧡

January is over, and to be honest I’m a bit happy for that 😊. In a way I actually feel a bit relieved that we are turning into a new month.

It feels like January was a bit stressful and chaotic month, but at the same time touched with different happy and nice “events” and happenings 😊.

It has been changes and challenges, knowledge and wisdom, and some new experiences too. Not to much of anything actually, at the same time some small “events” that can feel more than big enough when they are more and less coming like “beads on a string” 📿.

And like I just mention,- it’s actually not a very big deal most of the changes and challenges that has touched my life in January. They just feel a bit like that 😊.

To be honest I was not prepared to live together with one of my children again so soon after my last babyduckhad moved out. And my daughter was not prepared to live together with me again so soon after moving out either. That has been a tiny bit changes and challenges for both of us. But probably because it all happened so fast, and under some “unexpected” circumstances. But all in all I actually can say we, both she and me are doing well,- we was not just very hood prepared for changing our life- and living together situation in a sudden turn 😊.

It has been different things that needed to be reorganize in both her and my life. Her rent- contract together with her ex- boyfriend needed to be changed, different last of her things needed to be picked up at the apartment she was living in. We didn’t manage to pick up all in the beginning. And there’s had been a couple of hospital visits too, just to check that the different “damage” in her body was healing the way they should.

And then there has been some few other challenges, not critical at all, but the internet collapsed, the fridge, freezer and oven closely said “bye- bye”. And the television obviously lives it’s own life after a very stormy weekend with both a lots of rain and even snow. Non of this are actually a big deal, but when it feels like it “all” happens at the same time it can feels a tiny bit chaotic together with the rest of the things we need to handle in January.

And then I ( and my colleagues) also got the news that the department we are working for are going to close down in Norway in June this year. That was not the best news to get. I really like the department I’m working for at the moment, so it feels a bit sad that I’m not going to be working there anymore. But the company I’m working for have already organised a new job for all of us to an other department. I’m starting there in the end if March or beginning of April.

I have also sendt my CV to two other jobs, – just in case. I don’t know if I will get one of them, but I need to admit I cross my fingers for that. At the same time as I feel lucky because I will anyway have a new job to go to in a couple months.

My birthday is also in the end of January, and I’m now actually 48 years old 😳 😊. No celebration this year. It’s actually 10 years since I have celebrate or had any kind of marking of my birthday. Last time was to my 38 year birthday so I’m actually use to not have any birthday- celebration or marking of my birthday. No hard feelings for that😊. But of course I have some different thoughts about getting older even I, at the moment, at the same time haven’t had to much time to think about this “getting older process” either. An it can be interesting to be 48 year old, and maybe be richer and wiser? 😅

I haven’t had so much time for my freelance work as I should in January, but on the other hand I have been teaching and I have also been knitting, painting and even baking a bit. And being a mammi 🧡.

It’s a couple of things that’s easier to do when I’m alone then sourrende by someone. And that’s my freelance work, writing my blog and study Spanish. I just need to focus as best as I can on my freelance work and my blog, and focus more on the Spanish language studies later.

And I had also a very nice and cozy visit from friend in January with a movie- evening and a sleepover. We have curfew between 22.00 in the evening to 06.00 in the morning. So then it’s best to choose to have a sleepover visit 😊.

I also needed to reorganize our things and stuffs in Norway from one place to another while we are waiting for those things to be able to be removed from Norway to Spain. Lucky for me my parents and my son in the middle helped us with that one. Something I’m very grateful for 🧡.

So, yes,- I feel January was a bit busy and challenged month, but here we are, turning “the page” over to February 😊.

I do not know what expectations I have for February. I know I need to have a meeting in the bank and stop some payments to a internet company. And I need to go to the post office, and I also need to get a new passport.

Free shiping over 69$

All this offices are just open when I’m at work. But lucky for me, I’m working together with some great colleagues, and I know they can change shifts with me. The challenge will be the passport, because that one I need to do in an other city then I live in, and at the moment the borders between the cities are closed.

I also know I need to start up again with my workout and exercises. Phu,- but I’m getting older and I want to take care of my health, and a part of taking care of my health is to do some regular workout and exercises. And I know I need to try my very best to focus more and harder on my freelance work.

My daughter is still going to live with me during February 😊. And I’m probably going to continue work fulltime from home 😊. I hope I get some positive feedback on one off the CV I have sent out. And maybe I can have a new movie- evening and sleepover together with my friend too? That would actually be very nice 😊.

And maybe we also will get our first part of our things and stuffs from Norway in the end of February too? I don’t know yet.

It’s a couple of things to do in February too, but I still hope February will be a bit more calm then January was 😊. At the moment is just to say,- Hello and welcome Februar. I hope you will be a bit calmer than January was ❄😊.

I wish you a great day or evening wherever in the world you are 🧡 Thank you so much for using your time and dropping by my blog 🧡

See you soon 😊

I became 48 year in January- hopefully that will be an interesting age to be in 😊

Bye- Bye busy January 😊. My birthday month was a bit busy, and it felt actually a bit good to turn “the page” to February now 😊. I don’t know how February will be, or what kind of “suprices” that one can “show up” with. What I do know so fare is that it will probably not be a boring month 😊. There’s “always” things to do 😊.

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