To my powerful, caring and amazing middle son 💙❤🎨

Hi ❣ It’s so nice to see you,- like always 😊 I hope all is fine with you 🧡

I have painted a glassbottle to my oldest son (in blue colours ) and one to my daughter (in red colours), and I did started on a glassbottle to my son in the middle too,- a long time ago. Well,- at least one year ago. But it was a challenge to be finish with it. Not because I didn’t knew what to paint, the colours or item. But because I felt close to him every time I did work/ painted on the bottle. And I wasn’t ready to let this feeling go, in a way be finish with it. Does this make any sense for you?

After he visited me in the end of January it was so much easier to be finish with the glassbottle to him. I was able to see him, hug him, kiss him, be close to him, have him around me for a while. It was like balsam for my mammi heart ❤💙. And I was ready to complete the painted glassbottle to him from me 💙❤.

To my son in the middle 💙Made with love from his mammi ❤ It’s a kind of majestic over it,- just the way I feel my son is for me 💙

There is love and good thoughts for my son from me in every brushstroke.

I know green is not his favourite colour, but it still just needed to be green and yellow. Because when my kids was small I did dress up him in different green colours, my oldest in different blue colours and my daughter in different red colours.

I’m going to paint a glassbottle with his favourite colours too one day,- red and black. It’s important for me that my children,- all three of them, have something positive and personal made just for them from me ❤.

The glassbottle with lights inside 💙

I really like this glassbottle,- it’s like my Ruben,- powerful and caring, relaxed and amazing at the same time 💙. And in it’s own way also have touch of majestic over it. Just the way he is 💙. He have already see the finish glassbottle- he was the first one I did showed it too. He knew I was painting to him as well as he knew I had a challenge to be finish with it because, like I mention, when I did paint the glassbottle I felt so close to him 🥰.

Even this is not my Ruben’s favourite colours the colours on the bottle have a bit more meaning then just that this was the colour he had when he was a child.

The green colours stands also for the Spring, the nature, new life and hope. It’s symbol for the life, growing and fertility. And then I actually don’t think about fertility when it comes to get a child, but in the life in general.

He is like the Spring for me, and of course he is my life- have always been and will always be ❤. And I wish him a healthy life, happy life filled up with hope, love and joy. New and good experience that makes him grow even more 💙.

The peaceful green colours 🎨

The yellow colour represents vitality (both mental and physical health) warmth, light, hope, good health and progress in life. And for me he is all this ❤, and for him I wish him all this in his life 💙.

As a person and young man I see a positive and powerful young man, powerful in a relaxed and calm way. He is so confident with him self, and he reach his different goals in life too. If he don’t reach it the first time he doesn’t give up, he take a break and then try again 💙. That’s also a kind of power 🧡.

And he is so caring and helpful for the people close to him,- his brother and sisters, his dad and his mammi, his grandparents and the children he are an uncle for. And he take care of his close friends too 🧡.

The gold colour in the glassbottle represents more and less the same as the yellow colour, but at the same time it also represents wellness. And I wish for my Ruben wellness in every level in his life. The kind of wellness in life that he feel comfortable with,- and that’s not necessarily things and money,- but just the feeling of having a rich and happy, joyful and amazing life with the things that make him feel rich and happy 💙.

And the items on the glassbottle are of course hearts and flowers,- love and life ❤🌱. Also made for a reason,- my unconditional love to my son, and he is my life,- like my oldest son is and my daughter too ❤.

I really loved to paint this glassbottle, and I’m really looking forward to give it to my son in the middle 💙❤. To my Ruben with lots of love from his mammi 💙❤.

I wish you a great day or evening wherever in the world you are 🧡 Thank you so much for using your time and dropping by my blog today 🧡

See you soon 😊

It’s a lots of love to my Ruben from me in this majestic glassbottle ❤.

This glassbottle,- the glassbottle I have painted to my son in the middle is probably one of the glassbottles I have used the longest time to manage finish painting 🎨. It’s love in every brushstroke ❤. And it’s so majestic and unique too. Just the way it should be to my amazing son 💙.

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“Breaking free” ⚒😊

Hi ❣ It’s so nice to see you,- like always 😊 I hope all is fine with you 🧡

Like I did mention in my last post I did meet a “captivating gentleman” some years ago in Norway, and was in a not very mental healthy relationship. At least it wasn’t very healthy for me and my mind. And it’s not easy to explain to people around me either,- this mental destroying I felt inside me. People in general can’t see it. And it’s difficult to understand something you can’t see.

I have been thinking and working and tried to “process” my experiences, thoughts and feelings after being in a not very healthy mental relationship. The shame, the feeling of weakness, disappointments over myself,- and that I “allowed” it to happen, to be treated like something that felt like “nothing”.

I also mention in my last post that “the captivating gentleman” thought I needed different kinds of treatments to be “fixed”. It was different things that was wrong with me,- like for example if I had a heart my heart was filled up with black wholes, I didn’t put enough love in the food when I made food to him, I didn’t know what love was, special not unconditional love or how a relationship did function, I didn’t dressed correctly, I was too nice on the phone when I spoke with other people in the phone, I didn’t show the correct happiness when something went well for him, I should work less, and more things that I don’t remember- and this things needed to be fixed. So I went to different kinds of treatments to be “fixed”- and as more treatments I went to as more confused I became. I don’t remember all the different treatments either anymore,- but one of them was to be healed by some healed water in two blue glassbottles.

This kind of glassbottle- except from that I have painted on this., and for some reason I don’t know- this bottle was in my kitchen in Spain- not in Norway.

I’m actually not sure how this blue glassbottle ended up on our home in Spain, I have always liked the bottle, how it looks like- because it’s actually a nice bottle, but I have also never been able to use it, even I have tried many times. I just see myself sitting in the kitchen in Norway, with the glassbottles in front of me and wonder what would happen, what would and should be healed inside me, fixed this time? And would it be fixed? Would I be fixed?

So I chose “Breaking free” instead.

Started on “Breaking free”

I remember I did sit with the glassbottles in front of me, and listen to a healer during the phone. The water should be healed and I should be healed, and we all should drink the healed water. The glassbottles must never be totally empty, because then the healed water was gone. That was a bit stress to remember to never let the glassbottles be empty for the healed water. Maybe I did forget it sometimes and that’s why I never was “fixed”, healed?

So one day here in Spain I found a hammer and broke the glassbottle and to be honest it was a fantastic feeling.

I made a plate from wood to the broken glassbottle- because I wanted to create something a bit cool from something that didn’t felt so cool – because there is where I want to be now- in a cool place fare away from the not so cool past 😊

And “suddenly” (not so suddenly as it can seems when I write about it- it took bit more time then “suddenly”- but still it felt like “suddenly”) ,things felt much better and easier inside me,- special when I was able to forgive myself for choose to be together with a “captivating gentleman”.

I did made some art of the glassbottle too. I like the art,- “Breaking free”. Because that’s the way it feels- it feels like I’m breaking free from the past. And that’s actually a bit cool, and in it’s own way deserve to be some cool art 🎨.

What’s was left from the bottle I glue with ceramic glue – and it’s become a bit cool art of it.

It has been a long process,- special to start believe again, forgive myself and accept that “life is”, the past is the past- unfortunately, it all is what it is- and I need to try to do the best of it all, try to do the best of my experiences 😊. And I’m “on my way” much more then I have been for a very long time 😊.

I wish you a great day or evening wherever in the world you are 🧡 Thank you so much for using your time and dropping by my blog today 😊

See you soon 😊.

“Breaking free”

To “breaking free” from a past that’s have been a bit mental challenge in life it’s not easiest thing to do ⚒. It’s a process- the mind and soul needs to be healed in their own tempo (and not by healed water in a blue glassbottle), but hopefully with some kind of other help and processes. I have painted and broken – and created- and I’m in the more “correct direction” in my life then I have been for a very long time 🧡.

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I do not empty all the bottles myself 🍺😅

Hi ❣ It’s so nice to see you,- like always 😊 I hope all is fine with you 🧡

As some of you know I really enjoy painting, both on canvas as well as glassbottles. At the moment I’m painting on a lots of different glassbottles 🎨. But where do I get all this different glassbottles from? Because it’s a bit of bottles I have, but I haven’t been emptying all those glassbottles all on my own 😅. I have probably not be able to paint or do anything else at all if that was a issue 😅.

Sometimes friends of my daughter are “collecting” different glassbottles for me,- and this painted glassbottle is to one of “the glassbottles collector”. She likes the ocean and the colour blue,- so then it became “Waves” 🌊.

To one of Mathilde’s friends as a “Thank you” for the different glassbottles she have collected to and for me 🥰

A bit cool this one? The bottle in it’s own way reminds me a bit of “the glassbottles collector”. She is soft and sweet as well as a bit though and rough at the edges too. Just like the waves can be 🌊😊.

I thought it was a bit cool to take photos from and with the beach- it’s “suits” the imagination and illustrations on the glassbottle 🎨🌊.

Like I mention, I have a lost of unpainted glassbottles, ready to be “taken care of” with my brushes and the oilpanting 🎨. Something I’m really looking forward to do, and I have already different ideas, imagination and illustrations I want to paint on the different glassbottles.

I get the glassbottles a bit from “here and there and everywhere”- and in general actually not from my self 😊.

A bit of a “glassbottles collection” I have – painted as well as unpainted 🎨. But I want and will have some more 😅.

Mathilde have sampled glassbottles to me, her friends too, Marius as well and some of my friends too now and then, and sometimes I also gets some glassbottles from Natasja and her cafe in La Cala.

It doesn’t seems like I’m going to be empty for unpainted glassbottles for a while,- but still I’m a bit “worried” for exactly that 😅. Because it’s seems like my brunches don’t want to stop painting for a while,- and then just suddenly a glassbottle or four are finish…..and what if I’m empty for unpainted glassbottles too 😳 😅.

My “laboratory” as one of my daughter’s friend called my painting- place 😅. And yes,- I can understand why he called it a “laboratory” when I see this place through his eyes 🎨😅

I am probably much more “addicted” to the painting on glassbottles than contains what is / has been in the various glassbottles 😊. Imagine that,- but it’s not the worst thing to be “addicted” to I think,- to paint 😊🎨.

I wish you a great day or evening wherever in the world you are 🧡 Thank you so much for using your time and dropping by my blog today 🧡

See you soon 😊

“Waves”- to a friend of Mathilde,- a “glassbottles collector” 😊

I have a lots of different kinds of empty glassbottles,- but I have no possibility to empty the various liquids that has been in the glassbottles 😳😅. Then I probably wouldn’t be able to paint anything 😅. So I have some “glassbottles collectors” here and there, and now and then they get their own painted glassbottle as a ” “Thank you” for collecting for me- gift” 😊🌊 🎁.

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A little winter warmth with a “touch” of summer ❄🌞🏖

Hi ❣ It’s so nice to see you,- like always 😊 I hope all is fine with you 🧡

It wasn’t just some glassbottles to some of my aunts and uncles I did sent in the mail up to Norway yesterday. I did also send up a couple of more glassbottles to someone who had and have helped me and my children more then they actually know during this years we have been living in Spain 😊. Something I’m incredibly grateful for.

So I did sent up something warm for the winter with a “touch” of summer ❄🌞.

Two knitt blankets to two young children and a glassbottle with sun, summer and beach ❄🌞
The knitt children blankets and the oil painted winebottle 🧶🎨
And “the beach” all the way around 🏖
Some details from “the beach” 🏖
The winebottle with lights inside 💡

This is to a family that have helped us, my children and me, with our things and stuffs we still have in Norway 🧡.

And then there’s also someone that have helped us a bit with the mail/ address in Norway,- something we also are incredibly grateful for 🧡.

And they will get some “powerful” red coloured flowers 🥀.

With red flowers 🥀
All the way around 😊
And just some few details 🎨

In general I don’t actually reach the post office on daily basis because it’s open when I’m working, and closed on Saturdays. So when I have some time off, a day for example, I try to manage to do the different things and stuffs I in general not manage during a week- like go to the bank, the post office and other public services or offices that’s just open during the week and at daytime 😊.

I’m not sure when the next day I have off from work and can do different “office things” so I did squeezed in as much “office visits” and other things yesterday I’m not available to do in general in a normal working week 😊.

I wish you a great day or evening wherever in the world you are 🧡 Thank you so much for using your time and dropping by my blog today 🧡

See you soon 😊

And to “the end”- of course this one too with some lights inside 💡.

In general the different office like the post office, the bank and other public offices are open during the time I’m working 📫. So yesterday I did squeezed in a bit time “here and there” at different offices- but I used most of the time at the post office for sending “a couple” of glassbottles to Norway 😊. And I did send up some “touch” of summer as well as something for the winter ❄🌞.

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Maybe a nice surprise to some aunts and uncles? 🎨🌹

Hi ❣ It’s so nice to see you,- like always 😊 I hope all is fine with you 🧡

One week before Christmas I did send up some gifts to my family in Norway. Just painted glassbottles, but still something personal to each and one of them 😊. The gifts are still not arrived to Norway yet 😳,- but I did check with the post office today- so I know they are under transport- phu 😊. Just some delayed delivery with the transport- and that was good to know. The gifts will probably be in Norway next week 😊.

So then I took the chance today and sent up something more- but this time to a couple of aunts and uncles in Norway 😊. Painted, personal and one of a kind – and glassbottles of course 😊.

I have actually in a way 8 aunts and 8 uncles. But that’s not quite correct. My mam have 3 sisters and 3 brothers, and my dad have 2 sisters- and they are all married- so then I in one way have 8 aunts and 8 uncles, but some of them are married into the family 👫. And of course I also have some cousins too.

By the way,- one of my “uncles” did past away some years ago, so it’s 7 uncles and 8 aunts now.

I don’t have contact with them all, not all my aunts and uncles, or my cousins either. But there’s a couple of aunts and uncles I have contact with, and they have always ment something special for me, since I was a child, and I wanted to “show” that to them in form of a personal gift 🎁. Maybe they will like it, maybe not. And they don’t know I have sent anything up to Norway to them either,- so I hope it will be a nice surprise for them 🤞. And if the post office gave me the correct information today, my aunts and uncles will receive their gifts in around 2 or 3 weeks 😊.

This is to one of my aunts and her husband,- I have always “looked at” her husband as my uncle.

This glassbottle represents and remind me about one of my aunt and how happy, sparkling and caring she is. Then it became something in happy colours together with some sparkling effects 😊.

The glassbottle “all the way around” 😊
Just some few details from the glassbottle
And the glassbottle with lights inside 💡

My next aunt is also happy and caring as well as with a soft harmony mind. So then it became something with soft harmony- in a colour I have got an impression that she likes 😊.

Pink painted small roses to my aunt number two, and of course her husband too 😊.
And then “the all around show”- with a bit “shaking” start 😊
Some few details
And of course also with some lights inside 💡

And my third aunt is not my real aunt of blood,- she is married together with one of my mam’s brothers, but she have always felt like a real aunt for me 🧡. She is also gentle and kind, caring and in her own way so powerful,- so then it became a glassbottle with some “powerful colours” 😊.

Look at this glassbottle with the different powerful colours 😊
And of course a tiny “all around look” 😊
Some few details as well

What do you think? Do you think this will be s nice surprise from me to some aunts and uncles I have in Norway? 🎁

I feeling lucky and grateful for having this aunts and uncles in my life,- even it’s “ages” since I saw them 🧡.

I’m going to send up a couple of more glassbottles,- but that will not be before probably during February or March- and then it is to some friends in Norway that I think deserve a tiny bit “special” and personal attention from me. But one thing at the time- it takes a bit of time to paint the glassbottles too 😊🎨. And I think I want to ask my friends two questions before I start working on glassbottles to them,- and that’s their favourite colour and favourite image and illustrations 🖼.

I wish you a great day or evening wherever in the world you are 🧡 Thank you so much for using your time and dropping by my blog today 🧡

See you soon 😊

And the last one for today- with lights inside 💡

Today I sent up some more oilpainted glassbottles to Norway. This time it was to some aunts and uncles I care for 🧡. So in a couple of weeks I hope they think they get a nice surprise in the mail box from me 🎨😊. If you want to take a tiny look,- you will find the different glassbottles in my text 😊.

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