Packed away 📚, and made room for something new🌠

Hi ❣ It’s so nice to see you,- like always 😊 I hope all is fine with you 🧡

It has been some busy weeks for both my students and me in October,- but now their big Norwegian exams, called Bergenstesten, in both written form as well as oral forms are finish and well done too 📚😊.

My students did passed the exams and I can put away all my teaching stuffs, things and books for a while 📚. And to be honest,- it feels great. It feels great that my students manage the exams, and it feels great to not be teaching for a while, maybe for always?

All my teaching stuff, things and books are now put away for a while 📚.

I feel very fine with having a rest from being a private teacher for some time now. I like to teach, and I like my students, but it has been some hard and demanding weeks before the exam, both for me as a teacher and for my students.  I feel with all my heart that I need a long break from teaching now.

So now I have cleaned my teaching desk in my home, put a way all the teaching materials and books, and it feels great, it was a good feeling. But probably because I’m tired too now.

An exam is hard, most of us know that, and have experience that. And,- I felt on an extra responsibility to follow up my students as best as I could, special because they also are private students and I feel a big responsibility for them to manage the exams.

The exam cost also a bit of money for my students because it is arranged in private forms and it’s in different parts too. It is an officially approved exams both in Norway and at universities in Europe. And,- I really didn’t wanted my students to lose their money or the exams, because I had probably got the complaints if they did 😅. And I didn’t want that, and I felt I needed a big break from being a teacher now, so if they had failed I actually needed to continue to teach them to March or April 2022, and I was not mentally prepared for that either 😊.

I have now made place and space for something new instead. A new job, a new freelance job that in it’s own way “replace” my teaching job, but it’s still a different job from the freelancework I’m already doing. But Im still going to work for and with people, and still be working from my home too 😊. But this time I’m available when I want to be available for the clients, and not on a working schedule 😊. And that feels great, it feels great to work when I want and can work, but of course I need to do the work in some or another way during the day, or more correctly during a month 😊.

I’m really looking forward to this new job, and I got my own work phone too ☎️. I have never had a work phone before- this is my first one ☎️. I need to admit I’m a bit proud over that one 😊.

Look at this- my own job phone – not a fancy phone- but it’s in function for what it should be in function too 😊. And I’m need to admit I’m a bit proud to have my on “job- phone ” ☎️.

So yes,- I’m still on the phone 🎧😅, but still not like my costumer service agent on the phone job 🎧. This is about conversation with people, give them advice, listen to them and try to give them some guidance for their various questions they have.

I’m going to work for a big Norwegian company together with many other people. The lines is open 24/7, but I don’t need to work 24 hours a day,- but of course I have a time- limit I need to be available on the phone during 24 hours, or more correctly actually during the month. But I can choose what hours that can be, what day, what time,- closely from day to day 😊.

And then it is my painting plans too,- and I’m in a process I like. Like I mention in my last post,- I have a dream and two with the painting- and I want to try to see if its possible for me to manage this dream 🎨.

I’m just some very few centimetres on the “star- line” on my painting dream, but some very few centimetres is still some few centimetres more then no one, and also in my correct direction for my plans, goals and dreams 🎨. And actually more centimetres then for just a mont and two ago. Maybe I will manage my dreams, maybe not- but I will only know if I try 😊. So then I try, if I fail I fail, but then I at least never need to wonder on any “what if” if I didn’t gave my dreams a try 😊. I hope you will give your dreams a try too 🧡.

I wish you a great day or evening wherever in the world you are 🧡 Thank you so much for using your time and dropping by my blog 🧡

See you soon I hope 😊

My “painting plans” are under “process ” and in it’s own way under “production” too 🎨

Half of October went to prepare my students for a big Norwegian exam- Beregenstesten 📝. And very much the rest of October went to my ordinary customer service job, as well as my freelance work and also some new and exciting things in a other freelance work as well. I have even got my own job- phone ☎️. And of course,’ my painting plans too 🎨😊

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Do I have a plan? 🤔😊🥀

Hi ❣ It’s so nice to see you,- like always 😊 I hope all is fine with you 🧡

I have got this question- “Do you have a plan?” a bit more then just a couple of times now after my children moved out from my home.

I’m not sure why I get this question ? 🤔 Don’t we all have one or another kind of a plan or three, maybe even more in and for our life? I had a plan before I became a mammi, some other plans in my life when I raised up my children, and some new plans now. But, yes, my different plans has changed a bit during both the years as well as when different things has happen in my life, as well as in our society. I think that’s normal? This changing in our plans? And it’s not even always we are changing our plans either, but things around us happens so the plans just changes a bit “on their own”.

So yes I had a plan, and I have a kind of a new plan too. Actually more then just one 😊. I just don’t like this question ” Do you have a plan?” to much, but that’s probably because I have got it a lot during the lasts months. And I can’t give any other good questions either, then just “Yes, I do- I do have plans, I just need to sort out a couple of things first”. But sometimes this can be a bit irritating question to get 🙄.

My plans at the moment goes a bit from day to day and not very much longer then one week at the time. Because the plan I had was not included any kind of moving this year, but obviously “someone” else had that plan for me.

So at the moment I feel I need to find a new “foothold” in a way in my life before I can start to work with to many and to “big” plans in my life. I felt I lost my “foothold”, the kind of “foothold” I had both when my children moved out as well as when I needed to move from one place to another too. It’s not there anymore, the “foothold” I had, but my “plans” are, my dreams, goals and wishes too. I just need to find a new and other way to try to “reach” them as well as work for them.

I hope that’s normal, and I hope that’s also okay that I don’t have “all and everything” in my new life and lifesituation “sorted out” at the moment?

I have plans,- a lots of plans too, in different forms and shapes and sizes and also area in my life 😊. But at the moment I choose to get my breath a bit back before I “get to work” with to much and to big plans 😊. Is that okay?

I have even created my own vision board some years ago with different goals, dreams, plans and wishes I do my best to reach in one or another way 🎨🤞🙏. And now and then I need to change something there, the plan, the goal or the way to reach what I want to reach 😊. But that’s fine, that’s okay, that’s the way it is. Then I try to create a new plan for my dreams, goals and wishes 😊.

Do you get this question a lot “Do you have any plans?” If you do,- do you tell “all and everyone” your different plans? Or do you just say “Yes, I do” or “No, I don’t”? And do you like to get this question? I’m fine with the question in general, but for some reason I have got it a lot the last months, so I’m a bit tired of it, special when my plans are in their own way are changing a bit too without to much help from me 😊.

I wish you a great day or evening wherever in the world you are 🧡 Thank you so much for using your time and dropping by my blog today 🧡

See you soon 😊

My vision board – filled up with plans, goals and wishes I do my best to reach little by little, step by step 😊

I have different plans in my life, dreams, goals and wishes, but sometimes they are changing a bit to yo another direction then I had in my mind 😊. Then it’s just to try to “follow up” as best as I can 😊. I have even my own vision board so I can work as consciously I manage to reach my goals, plans, wishes and dreams 😊.

#visionboard #dreams #plans #wishes #goals #gettingolder #midlife #lifeexperiences #changes #challenges #positivefocus #differences #imagenation

Thank you May 🌹Welcome unknown June 🏖

Hi ❣ It’s so nice to see you,- like always 😊 I hope all is fine with you 🧡

May is already soon over, and this month went even faster then the other ones this year 😳 😊.

My “life” in May has mainly contained four things : sleep, eat, work, pack down our life in this home I’m living in at the moment, and have been living in during closely 7 year.

And yes I’m very tired, but that’s the way it is. Soon it will be a bit more time to “fill” up with a bit more “exciting” and different things in my life like painting ( I have actually been painting in May too, some kind of “timeout” has been necessary 🎨), spend time with my friends and family, be in the sun and at the beach, read a book, write in my blog, watch some TV, do some work out, and hopefully a bit more too 😊.

Oh, I need to admit I miss this “things”, this part of my life, things that in a way are my life a bit more then my job and jobs are.

May started a bit “stressful” for me with trying to find a new home, and without knowing if I had a job to go to after 31. July too 😳.

But so fare, so lucky 🥰. I got a new home for at least the next 6 months, and I’m moving in 17. June 🏡. This- Thanks to my incredible good friend Natasja and her husband 🧡. And I also got the news that I will start in a other department 1. August,- so I still will have a job to go too 💻.

So ,- May,- I can be Thankful for fantastic friendship, the possibility for living in a new home and for my “new” job, and my online jobs too that “helps” me do some extra work to earn some extra money 🧡🌹.

But I need to admit it’s a bit hard to work between 9 to 11 hours 5 days a week, and between 6 to 8 hours in the weekends 😴. It’s not a complain, I’m incredibly grateful for having this opportunity, but the fact is, it is still hard 😊.

I’m earning between 6 to 8 euro pr hour in both the costumer service agent job and my online work. So to manage the different expenses I will have in June during this moving process it’s actually necessary for me to work as much as I do at the moment. But okay,- everything goes for a period, doesn’t it? 😊 And I actually have jobs. That’s not for all and everyone to have now at days 🥀.

I’m really looking forward to “meet” June now. I don’t know “all and everything” that will “shows up” during June. But I do know I’m going to pick up the key to the new home, and Im going to see Natasja too 🥰. And I’m going to move- something I’m really looking forward to do now😊. I’m very ready for saying Goodbye to this home now,- and the owner of this home “helped” me to even make it easier to say Goodbye and be ready for this moving- process 😊. They became actually mad because I can’t effort their new rent. So it feels a bit uncomfortable to live and stay here at the moment.

And I know I have a holiday week in June too, to just enjoy. The week after I have moved I have one week off from work 🥰. Just the thought of that feels a bit amazing 😊.

So I don’t have very much to tell you or write about at the moment. It’s not to much exciting things that has happen during the last 2- 3 weeks,- except from sleeping, eating, working, packing down a life. Or actually I have a bit to write about, but I need to “save it all” to days I have a bit more time to just enjoying writing in my blog instead 😊.

Today I just want to say Thank you so much May ( and Natasja 🌹) , for the incredible solutions that “showed up” in a time when I didn’t see so many solutions at all 🥰. I feel incredibly Grateful, lucky and happy for that 🥰.

And Welcome so much to you June, – I’m looking forward to “meet” you even I don’t know very much about you yet 🏖☀️.

And to you my dear readers, – I’m going to “drop by” my blog as much as I can, have the possibility and have the energy too during the nexts weeks. The time, my time will be a bit better and different in a couple of weeks when I’m “placed” close to the beach in a new home, and then you will “hear/ read” a bit more from me, that’s for sure 🏖😊.

I wish you a great day or evening wherever in the world you are 🧡 Thank you so much for using your time and dropping by my blog today 🧡

See you as soon as possible 😘

A bit tired Laila S- doing as best as I can at the moment 😊

I just want to say Thank you so much May for the solutions that showed up this month when I didn’t see so many solutions on my own 🌹. And Welcome June,- I don’t know very much about you, but I do know Im looking forward to meet you🌹, and I’m looking forward to move too 🏡

#lifeis #myblog #mylife #mypost #lifeexperiences #changes #challenges #movingout #dailylife #plans #theunexpexted #may #june #solutions #feelinggrateful #feelinglucky #positivefocus #friends #friendship

Maybe there’s something in it …? 🥀

Hi ❣ It’s so nice to see you,- like always 😊 I hope all is fine with you 🧡

As some of you know I’m going to move, something that came a bit unexpected and a bit faster then I had in mind.

I had something else in my mind and in a bit different “time schedule” too. In my mind I thought maybe I was going to move from this home in October or maybe during the Spring 2022. But obviously that was not the plan 😊.

And I have been thinking a bit about this “plan”,- my plan that’s not going the way and direction I had in mind,- that’s for sure 😅. But obviously there is a kind of plan in front of me, but I have just no any idea what it is, or where, or how to find it 😊.

One of my neighbours told me exactly this one day too,- that it was probably an other plan for me then I had in mind. And maybe there’s something in it? 🤔 But what? And where? And how? Because I don’t know at the moment, or maybe I do? 🍇

One thing is the pandemi- situation in the society and the world. That one has changed many people’s plans and lives, and not to the best either 😔. And of course also many of my plans are affected by the corona- situation. Maybe also this a bit sudden moving- situation? It’s just that I’m actually moving because of a increase of the rent, and not the opposite, that maybe should be a bit more natural under an pandemi?

I have many times said “when one door is closing, a new one is open up”. And I believe that it true too. It’s just a bit “scary” to open up and go into the “unknown”, the new door- opening and into something new and unknown. Special when I actually don’t know what will “meet” me behind this new door- opening in my life.

Well,- in one way I know where I’m going to live, and how the new home is 🏡. I have visit Natasja in their holiday home I’m going to rent many times 😊. And I’m going to live so close to the beach, something I really looking forward too 🏖. I actually thought I was not going to vist the beach very much this summer, but the beach is going to be my neighbour instead 🏖. So there will be more beach- visits then I had in mind too 😊. And I really like to spend time at the beach 🏖.

So literally I know what’s behind the new door I’m going to open up, because I know how the new home is looking like. But mentally I have not any ideas what I can expect,- except from that I’m incredibly grateful for this new home opportunity 🧡, and things in my life are changing, that’s for sure 😊.

It’s also the first time in my adult life I’m going to move on my own, alone 😳. I moved from my parents home when I was 19 years old, but then I became a mammi just some few months after my 21. birthday, and after that I have not moved to much and to many times, and always together with my children too.

It feels a bit strange to move without my children. I knew this day would come, but I thought I had a bit more time to “feel and think” about “this” new living on my own, and moving on my own situation too 😊. Now I feel I was a bit “thrown out” in something I’m not quite ready for 😅.

But at the same time I need to admit I feel a bit comfortable and “safe” with my new living- situation because I’m going to rent from someone I know very well. And in a way, like I mention, I “know” the home I’m moving into 🏡. But still it feels a bit strange too,- like “someone” else just changed my plans without “consulting” me first if it was okay for this new changes 😅. Sounds maybe strange, but that’s the way I feel at the moment 😊. I don’t know if you understand what I mean?

At the moment I feel, I actually know I don’t have any other choices then to open the new unknown door in my life. And the first step into this “unknown” is to move and start to live in a new home for a while 🏡. But not before in the middle of June, its about more or less a month to I’m going to move.

And,- yes,- I do believe there’s probably a “reason” or “plan” for why this happen in my life now, I just don’t know what it is 😊. I believe there’s maybe something in “it”, an other “plan” that I have and had in my mind, and that’s a new and unknown door is open up in my life. But what? Well,- it’s just to live, do the best of it and see “what’s happen” 🧡.

Do you feel like this sometimes? 🥀 Like “someone” changing your plans in your life without “consulting” you first? And that it feels a bit scary to open up the new door in your life because you don’t know what’s behind it? What can or will happen when you open the new door ? 🌸

I’m actually looking forward to this new unknown door I have in front of me, at the same time I hope it’s “allowed” to “feel” a bit around this soon new living- situation in my life 😊. The unexpected, the new door, the changes in my plans without “consulting” me first 😊.

I wish you a great day or evening wherever in the world you are 🧡 Thank you so much for using your time and dropping by my blog today 🧡 Take good care 🌹.

See you soon 😊

A new door is “slowly” open up in my life,- and I don’t know what I can or will meet behind it 😊 That is both a bit scary and exciting at the same time 😊

My neighbour told my that maybe it was “the plan” that I was going to move soon and a bit unexpected, even it was not my plan 🏡. I know when one door is closing in life, a new one is open up. But it is both a bit scary and exciting at the same time to open up the door to the unknown 😊.

#thelife #thougths #lifeis #livinginspain #Norwegian #feelinggrateful #feelinglucky #positivefocus #anewdoorinlife #scary #exating #changes #challenges #movingout #dailylife #plans #theunexpexted #consulting

I do not know my work schedule for April yet 😳🎧

Hi ❣ It’s so nice to see you,- like always 😊 I hope all is fine with you 🧡

It’s not totally true that I’m not know my work schedule for April yet, because I know what time I’m going to start my customer service agent job today, but this is so fare the only day I know for April 😳.

It’s not the biggest “challenge” in the world, because I’m going to start my working day at 08.00 in the morning or at 09.00. And then of course end the working day one hour earlier or later then before 😊.

It had just been nice to know this actually before the month started because then it has been a bit easier to create other plans too 😊.

I have students I need to schedule and I have my freelance work I need to schedule too 📚💻. And my plan was to squeeze in some workout and time for exercises as well 🤸‍♀️.

One hour forward or backwards sounds maybe not like a big deal, and it’s actually not that either as long as I know if it’s forward or backwards, and when it is ⏳.

It’s for example not easy to make a good plan to my students when it’s like this. And I like to give the lessons plan/ schedule to my students for the month actually before the next month is starting so my students know when and what to do for the upcoming month.

This time, this month I couldn’t do that, and to be honest it’s feel a bit unprofessional from me as a teacher, even it’s not my mistake it is like this. I don’t like that, but at the moment it’s not very much I can do with that.

And for me it could be nice to know if I could squeeze in workout and exercises before I’m starting at my customer service agent job, or after.

The freelance work is something I can more and less log in and out when I want. But if I want to earn some money I actually need to have a tiny private schedule I can follow, also so I more and less know what time I just can take a tiny “time out” from “all and everything ” too 😊.

So,- yes,- I’m very happy I have just done a bit of “this and that” and what I wanted to do during the Easter holiday, and in my own way “refilled” my batteries in my body 😊. And I’m very happy I’m working from my home, it makes it at least a bit easier to change the different few plans I have made for April at the moment 😊.

Hopefully I will have the work schedule for April during the day,- and can take “the rest” from there,- but I like to be a bit in front because it’s easier to create plans when I know what to do and when to do it,- even when I’m working from my home 😊.

I don’t know about you,- but I like to know as best as I can and as best as it’s possible how to plan my days both when it comes to work as well as the time off from work 😊. I like plans to be honest ,- it’s make my days a bit easier, special if something unexpected is “showing” up 😊.

I wish you a great day or evening wherever in the world you are 🧡 Thank you so much for using your time and dropping by my blog today 🧡

See you soon 😊

Not to many schedule plans for April yet- hopefully it will soon be possible to do the different schedules for the month 😊⏳

We are already closely one week in April,- but I’m still not sure how my work schedule in my customer service agent job is 🎧. Hopefully I will get the schedule for April during the day 😊,- and then be able to create more plans for April from there 😊.

#schedule #work #workingfromhome #plans #april #waiting #lifeis #challenges #changes #trytodothebestofit 😊